Sunday, January 11, 2009

bad dreams

two nights ago I had a terrible dream that john got his vasculitis back. it was a strip up the center of his face like a bike tire ran him over. it was bright red spots that were raised and blistery. it was terrible. absolutely terrible.
and i did not tell him about the dream.
i did not tell anybody.

then today john woke up and said, "i had a terrible dream last night that my vasculitis was back. it was bad. it was all bright red and raised like blisters". i could feel his anxiety. it was horrible.

i think that's all i have to say about that.
k

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