ooohhhh, right. i'd forgotten.

so john reminded me that he has his 3 month doc visit today.
yep.
at 11:00.
yep.
and they'll do a blood draw.
yep.
to check for cancer.

ooooohhhh, right. i'd forgotten.

f*#k.

how could i have forgotten that the chemo they had him on can cause cancer so for the next 3 years every 3 months he has to be blood tested for cancer of the bladder and/or leukemia? how could i have forgotten that pesky little note of information?

again i say, denial is a powerful coping mechanism.

so, it seems that today we shall be tested for cancer.

and again i say, f*#k.

k